So I came to the mountains once again...the Adirondacks... Ive found myself here my entire life... growing up... summers.. one Christmas... my college years... a cuple years by myself visiting my grandparents.. and the past couple years with my family... to the town called "Hope".. its a small town... of less than 1,000 people.. surrounded by mountains, rivers, streams, lakes, and woods... words cannot describe its beauty... Rarely have I come to this place to learn.. but to enjoy... and relax... float down the river.. fish.. kayak... but this year.. something was missing... peace... the burdens of stress I have been carrying this past year... were to large for me... Sometimes in life, we let the "little things" devastate our "journey"... I had to learn to let some things slip away... I needed to "catch" and release... I sat on a rock today surrounded by water... looking for a smallmouth bass to catch... and I asked God "why do You have...