Trials sometimes are so unforeseeable... That is where I was yesterday afternoon.. When the wind hit my sails and I was left devastated.. Its the smallest thing sometimes.. Others would look at you and say.. This is just a test.. God is with you.. But what happens when your trial hits you at an untouchable core.. A strong left hook.. that not only strikes you... knocks you out! It is at these times, that our prayers become curses.. Our anger reveals its ugly head... This is the "surprise exam", "pop quiz", that literally makes or breaks our earthly score... I have to say I failed "at first". Of course, I went through all the psychological mumbo jumbo "pity", "anger", "self-denial"... Sigmund Freud would have had a hayday.. but to me.. it was so real.. The past couple months.. I have been on a spiritual high... Things have been going almost to smooth.. which should have been my first clue.. Seeing how clues "should be ...